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HOLY GOD. I just found all those Panic! clips from when they were "guest programmers on Rage" (that whole phrase means nothing to me, but whatever) and oh my sweet Aunt Fanny, I love them so much my face hurts. AAAAAAAHHH. Their stupid stupid inside JOKES. Flapjacks wtf! CENSORING? SPENCER SAYS MOTHERTRUCKING. JON WALKERRRRRRR. BRENDON IS A DORKASS LOSER. RYRO IS RYRO.

Also, I am stupendously attracted to Spencer Smith. I sometimes think about the fact that I used to not find him hot and then I laaaaaugh and laaaaaaaaugh and then I go search for more pictures of him to drool over. Every stage shot of Panic I see just leaves me thinking, "Jesus Christ, that kid on the drums."

Actually, a lot of things are making me seriously gleeful right now. Like, for example, this post about Frank WAITING IN LINE for Gerard's signing at ComicCon. I bet anyone who's been in the fandom longer than a month has seen that, but I hadn't, and I just, oh, BOYS. BOYYYYS. SO MANY HEARTS I CANNOT COUNT THEM. And then I rewatched the Rolling Stone interview where Pete says he "blogs pretty hard." <33333

But on the other hand, you know what makes me kind of sad? The fact that in my own personal RPS canon, the stuff I actually pretty much think is really true to the extent that I believe any of it, Brendon Urie is gay, still trying to figure out his sexuality, and he has (or at least, had) a huge embarrassing crush on Ryan, who is, against all odds, straight. That makes me want to cry! Tell me about lots of different boys fucking Brendon so I will feel better, please.

( The following picspam of Spencer Smith is in no way designed to influence your thoughts about healing Brendon's gay gay pain. )